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By: Anonymous
Date: 2023-08-20T00:33:25.752403Z
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Date: 2023-08-20T00:33:25.752403Z
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Date: 2023-08-20T05:18:27.693508Z
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Date: 2023-08-20T04:10:05.371971Z
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Date: 2023-08-18T19:56:45.087879Z
Thats a big question to answer bc our view for ourselves doesn't match with others. Either is better or worse. I believe that if you know yourself then u can do or don't whats right or wrong. I was always proud of myself even for my mistakes or decisions that either was for my future or my personal matters. I am an introvert Sagittarius even at 37 i have those moments but I'm there whenever u need me, I'm your crying shoulder I'm ready to kill fory family and my loved ones. I will hear you i will tell you my opinion but the choise is yours. So I'm proud of me and myself bc i haven't let anything to change me. I'll always be Evi !!!! P.s DON'T ALLOW ANYONE AND ANYTHING TO CHANGE U
Date: 2023-08-21T02:53:05.978963Z
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Date: 2023-08-19T04:35:33.801881Z
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Date: 2023-08-19T01:59:25.234510Z
When I achieve my goals that I have set out for myself and by others like my mentor who knows how to push me and allows me to make mistakes but is there when I need his advice. Me knowing that people who have said or even thought that I wasnt worth the time or energy to believe in are always proven wrong when I achieve my goals and they are still where they are at blamming everyone but themselves where they are. I have been around people who blame their life on the government not protecting them and giving others handouts but them when it's really about their choices in life of what they achive and don't achive. Everytime I achieve something I brag about it to myself everyday that "Hey I achieve that goal which I thought was so hard but really it was super easy so what's my next goal going to be and is it going to teach me a new skill or something new about myself that I just happen to wake up inside of me." That is how great people over come their problems and allow to improve themselves everyday. I also learn from not achieving goals that I need to find a different route to it because route a didn't work out for me but maybe route b will. Even if I fail from achieving the goal I know I try my hardest and I will be better next time I set that same goal. I also enjoy seeing the looks of my haters when they know that I'm achieving my goals and they arent because of their choices. It's all about believing in yourself and not listening to what others say about you that will make you succeed or fail. If you get the haters in your head with their negativity then they win but if you have them in your head as positive thoughts like "You wont make a million dollars in a year" instead you say "I wont make a million dollars in a year instead I will make a million dollars in 6 months." Then you have won the battle no matter what the out come is. Stay positive and use negative as the fuel for you to make your goals and so how much you have grown as a person.
Date: 2019-07-13T16:33:31.056887Z
#Juliantina movie title ideas: I'm floating next to you Let me cater to your heart If you're in, am in No judgements I see love Love inflamed Let me love you the way I know how Share a heart with me Find me worthy of your love In my wildest dreams I see nobody but you You perfected my love When life meets love Hearts contented My forever, my life The cause and the cure My whole life is for you From the day we met The quiet storm
Date: 2020-01-22T19:09:45.726471Z
I thought about this for a while... what scares me the most? If we are talking “superficial” then I’d say toads. I will have a panic attack and start crying if I see a toad. My heart skips a beat and everything. Frogs are not that great either but I can handle them better. Lol a story for another time. Once I seriously considered it for a bit more it hit me. This has been something that’s scared me since I was in high school. So, I guess what scares me the most is losing control of my body. Personally I think that the biggest betrayal is that of your body — losing control. -SIGH- I haven’t had any serious Illnesses, just small chronic things that add up sometimes. Things that made me appreciate life and my health. This is the main reason why I run, because I know one day I won’t be able to. I won’t be able to run up or down the stairs, although my grandma knees and messed up back already struggle with that sometimes. Then there’s the fear of my brain betraying me too, which kind of already happened. Having a thought being trapped in your head but not being able to put it out there. Memory loss... The frustration. I don’t want to be limited by my body and brain not communicating properly either. I think that’s why I’m a little more reckless, a little more aloof. Why I try to get away whenever I can, why I don’t take things so seriously, why I could care less about a “successful career” when there’s so much more out there. This is why I try to be a little bit kinder. If I leave then let them remember me because I made them laugh and feel a little bit better, like someone cared. So to sum it up my fear is losing myself. Not because I’m afraid of dying or anything. I just feel like there’s so much more I want to do, so much to fix and love. To be a bit less reckless after my last conversation with my grandmother, where she told me every time I’m off in the world she worries and prays for me everyday. To end this bit of cathartic writing I leave you with this... shingles can get you when you’re in your 20’s! You don’t have to be 70+, apparently it can be triggered by stress, go figure lol. Don’t sweat the small stuff... or the big stuff. Enjoy it all. Song: Don’t Keep Driving - The Paper Kites
Date: 2021-04-09T13:16:03.288737Z
It happened this very night, around 8 pm. I seriously don't know, if I just wanted attention, get noticed or I really wanted to cut my wrist, end my life. The good thing is I didn't succeed, the bad thing is that grandma caught me and I have nowhere to hide the cutter. I got scolded, and all I said is "Please shut up, stop" and if she haven't stop I'll go much crazy. To leave the chaos I put my earphones on, and volumes to the extent. The thing is, after getting caught, I cried realizing what I did or I just cried because I have to. Like, covering it up. Afterwards, grandma had finished speaking and went out, I thought I'll have a slap with what I did, gladly I have not. I get a blank piece of paper, draw, got bored and held my phone again and type. My life's kinda messed up, and this is just an inch of what happened tonight. Sometimes I find myself, scary.